Actually I was bored with this situation. Always be my hurt. He never thought about how I feel. And I've put everything to him. I often think if I can face it all. Every day I think what's my life without the happiness from him. My tears kept streaming down, my mind drifted somewhere, Loneliness is always gripping and deathalways on my mind. I'm still waiting patiently and bravely, because I think certainly beautiful in it's time. Let me no pain. I just want understanding and be able to spare my feelings. What have I done? Even though I can keep him feelings, but why would not he be? What should I do about it? He makes me scared andconfused.